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20 November 2007 @ 10:57 am
Well, first off it's the holidays, this coming Thurs is Thanksgiving and despite what everyone wants you to believe THAT is the start of the holiday season.  I won't say I hate the holidays, but I will say that I hate how a time that was once so peaceful has turned into such a loony toons period where everyone is rushing for this that and whatever.  Most jobs these days give you Thanksgiving, the day after Thanksgiving, Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, and New Years Eve off.  BUt that is if you are lucky.  I remember when every thing was closed for Christmas, only gas stations were open, and many people took whole weeks off to go visit family.  Now, most jobs only let a few do that and is a mad rush to get such time off.  And even now alot of resturants and even some stores are open on Christmas... how sick is that?  

Also not as into the holidays because of a loss of family.  I have my mom... and that is all.  I wish I had a lovely lady to celebrate the holidays with but sadly with two deaths in the family the last nine months (is why it's just me and my mom now)  I have not really had the time to find anyone. Plus I am one of those people who believe that you shouldn't have any kind of a relationship (Dom/Sub or something simpler) unless you have the time to give it the right attention.  And I just haven't had that lately.

Probably dating myself too much talking about how it USE to be, sound like a damn old geezer.  Ah well, I'll get over it.  Besides, one good thing to come of the passings of the last nine months is that have managed to get some $ to get alot of things taken care of.  And yeah, I know, sounds like I am going all gimme gimme gimme.  But the things that needed to be done were along the lines of paying off bills, fixing up the house some, and things like that.  I mean I COULD have gone out and bought a kick ass plasma TV but my current one is fine thanks.  Am going slow and making sure I get the most bang for my buck and hopefully this coming new year will get me back in the saddle in alot of things that I have been missing out on due to all the insanity of the last two years.

Still, would be remiss in my duties if didn't Hollar out to everyone to have a Happy Thanksgiving.
 
 
13 November 2007 @ 04:03 pm

Well this is different.  
I have Mistress Isabella to thank for me getting into this whole livejournal thing.  And NO am not her latest test at being a slave as I am far too much a Dom myself for that.  Funny thing is she doesn't know me from Adam, just have been reading her journal's for awhile and found myself more than once saying "Damn, that woman knows where she is coming from."  Especially since I have said in real life, many of the things she has said on her journal.  I suppose I should really write something in the profile and I will if people start poking around.  Need to take the time to learn to use this silly thing as this was more of a "well let's try it and see if it floats" kind of thing.  

Though will mention two important things about me:  The first is people drive me insane.  I have found that the "masses" are the most fucked up group of beings on the face of this earth.  They are greedy, self serving, ego centric idiots and I would pay every cent I ever earn in this life to beat some of them to a pulp.  When I think of how far we could go if we didn't have a sea of these maniacs running loose is astonishing.  I could go on, and if pressed I will but I don't think my first entry should be a never ending rant.  

Ironically enough, I have found that the "odds" (as I like to call them) are the most sane people in the world.  Who are the "odds" you ask?  They are the outskirts, the people that the masses look on with haughty disdain at best and outright venom at worse.  About a year ago I joined the MC Garden, a site devoted to hypnosis and erotic hypnosis stories.  The fetishes can be wild and the people on there are Lesbians, Subs, Domms, and the like.  And they are the nicest people I have met on the web, real, honest, and just plain fun to be around.  Even if you are not into erotic hypnosis visit and read some of the threads and you will see what I mean:

Http://www.mcgarden.org/forum/index.php

Oh yeah, and I mentioned the second thing you should know about me.  I use to be quite the trusting soul.  Would trust anyone.  And, as you can imagine got fucked up one side and down the other by selfish men and women I only wish I could bitch slap like shiva.  Oddly enough I still WANT to trust people but they keep letting me down.  So I end up straddling the fence between trust and being a harsh cynic.  I suppose I keep ghosting through the net hoping to find like minded folks like myself. Have found a few but not many though.

Here is hoping I can find a few more through Live journal.  

(damn that sounded like a commercial)

 
 
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